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October 13, 2003

Monday Blahs

I haven't had a lot to say lately, hence the lack of update for the past few days. I'm in a really lazy, quiet mood. Which is not usually like me... but I'm not really surprised either. I've noticed that when I have a lot going on in my life, I tend to withdraw and get apathetic. I'm just really stressed out, and I'm nervous about financial issues, not having a job, not being able to visit family in North Carolina for the holidays... you name it. I just feel out of sorts lately.

All the more reason I should be WRITING, but whatever.

I was supposed to have a job interview today, but - oh yeah - today is Columbus Day. And while most people still have to go to work, not the Department of Defense. And since my interview was supposed to be at Brooks AFB, I'm assuming it's not happening. I wouldn't really know, though, since I never got a phone call back from the contracting agency. But honestly, what the fuck do I care? This is the job I didn't want anyway. So no worries.

I do have an interview tomorrow, however. Bright and early at 9am. It's for an HIV Program Quality Assurance Specialist position. Again, not exactly what I want to be doing, but much closer. I'm looking forward to my interview next week for the Health Program Supervisor position - much closer to my ideal job.

Oh, and something else to look forward to: cheap massage on Wednesday! Apparently, there is a massage therapy school right down the road from me - less than a mile. And they offer student massages for $20! Sign me up! For a massage, that's super-cheap - like 75% off cheap. And my lower back has been killing me lately, so it will be worth it. PLUS, I got one for Husband, his first ever. Dentistry is not good for the back, and he is always in pain, so I'm hoping he enjoys it. Even though he's not a real touchy feely person, I think he'll dig it.

I was very productive this morning, despite my apathetic mood. I woke up early, went grocery shopping, took a kickboxing class (can we say sore?), and put together a pot roast, which is cooking in my crock pot right now and the whole house smells like wine and beef. Mmmmm... You know, I'm not really a red meat person, and I don't even like pot roast that much, but sometimes, man, I just need me some red meat. I wake up craving meat, red red bloody red meat.

I think I'm anemic.

This whole entry feels like a bunch of nonsequitors strung together. So while I'm at it, here's another Quizilla quiz, this one inspired by someone near and dear to my heart - Which 'To Venus and Back' Tori Amos Song Are You? (Thanks lil-arsonist.) Not my favorite of her albums, but my song happens to be one of my Tori faves, so I'll take it! I think there's a bunch of Tori quizzes, so since I'm obsessed, I'll probably take them all and put the ones I like up. Ha!

gfjghj
Your independance means the world to you. Without
it, you are nothing, just one of the cookie-
cutter images the world wants you to be. You
hate being "just like everyone else"
and you want people to wake up and get a hold
of their true personality. Rock on!



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